weight on your shoulder

You carry weight on your shoulder – the world tells you that is your shoulder – it does not say it is weight and you believe– and yet deep inside something in you want to drop the weight and fly – on the outside, you want to argue and fight with existence – from inside, you know love - you long for acceptance – you long for total surrender - from outside, you identify with the noise in your mind and you think you are that noise, deep inside, you know you are silence – from outside, you love playing hide and seek - and yet in your heart, you want to be found You really want to be found - the whole world wants to be found not matter how cozy your hiding place is – no matter how you enjoy the game -