raw and wild

It was many years ago, I said to life – Show me how to love you deeply and fully – Drop your desire to be on top of everything, your need to be in control. this moment is raw and wild. You will break if you want to control it. Let go of your precious tomorrows and your glorious past. Don’t be afraid of being yourself because that is the only thing you can be good at. You are the capacity for acceptance even when you are betrayed or humiliated or attacked --- that is the invitation into your deeper self ----- I listened and I did what she said. Something inside of me melted into her infinite simplicity. We held hands and flew to the place we could not see on the map.