in the beehive of of your being

When you look for something compulsively, as if your whole existence depends on it, as if it is the column that supports the roof of your life --- as if you cannot breath without it, whatever it is that you are seeking, be it material success or relationship or spiritual attainment --- it can prevent you from vibrating with your highest potential. It can be the way of who you really are. If you truly and honestly gaze inside whatever it is that you are searching for is already given to you in a very subtle way and your job is to move deeper and deeper each day until you touch the nectar in the beehive of of your being.